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For the Days When Your Heart is Homesick

Heart with Hands

I have chosen to live in Charlotte, North Carolina. It’s where I sleep and work and go to church, but some days my heart is elsewhere. Today, as with many of my fellow Americans, my heart has been in New York City, remembering the fallen, and the brave. Much of the last few days it’s in a hospital room with my dad in Michigan. In a few weeks, it will be with my newborn niece in Georgia.  Most of the time it’s on the seashore of a deserted island.

A very wise man once said,

Home is where the heart is.

-Pliny the Elder (23-79 AD)

I believe this is even more true for the Christian than for the average citizen. The Christian’s home is with Christ. As a result, we will have a growing discontent and restlessness that points our mind heavenward. The “growing pains” of loneliness and frustration with the current world system should be clues that we are to run to Christ with our concerns instead of trying to find a solution in politics or even the church. That’s not to say that Christians shouldn’t strive to improve this world or even be better members within the church, but our final satisfaction and fulfillment will ultimately be in Christ.

But even with this understanding, how do you practically make the most of your life when your heart feels like it’s walking around outside your chest? Where is “home” on the days when your heart is in pieces scattered all over the globe? What then?

I have found that there are three actions I can take when my heart is restless or “homesick.”

  1. Choose thankfulness. Find reasons to love the city or season in which you find yourself. Keep a blessings or a gifts journal. Try to find circumstances within the situations that further your life goals and be grateful for them.
  2. Voice your love. I am especially burdened with this thought today, the 14th anniversary of 9/11/2001, the day the Twin Towers fell. So many voices that day were silenced. So many unspoken words. So many families forever altered. My heart still grieves for them. But you and I, we must choose to use the voices we still have for love. Send a letter. Make a phone call. Tell those you miss that you are thinking of them and that you appreciate the role they have in your life. You never know when God may choose to sever those ties. Say the words while you have time.
  3. Make the most of every day. Wishing you were here or there never makes it so—especially when your wishes carry you to the past or future. Live in the present. It’s okay to feel lonely or to miss a loved one, but to remain emotionally stuck is not God’s plan for us. He desires for us to engage with those in our spheres of influence as Joseph did in Egypt and Daniel did in Babylon. If you find yourself struggling with moving forward in your life, I encourage you to seek godly counsel.
Wishing you were here or there never makes it so. Click To Tweet

As planes fly over my apartment on this date full of meaning and memories, I am reminded that no one is guaranteed tomorrow. Time is still fleeting, despite all the safety features we have built in to our lives. So while you still live, and breathe—be thankful, be loving, be engaged…and in so doing you will change your self and your world.

It Takes a Tribe, Savvy?

It Takes a Tribe, Savvy?

Pirates of the Carribean: Curse of the Black Pearl is one of my all-time favorite movies, for several reasons.

  • It’s the best packing/cleaning movie of all time because of…
  • The music.
  • But then there’s…
  • The scenery,
  • The sarcasm,
  • THE Johnny Depp,
  • And last but not least…
  • The credits.

Pirates was one of the first movies to reward those who watch to the very end with an enchore performance by Jack…the monkey. But beyond this clever filming jewel, I love the credits because they acknowledge every person that assisted in the making of the movie, including the people who served the snacks on set. And you should see the list of accountants!

Great works of art or influence rarely happen in isolation. Click To Tweet I say “rarely” because I’ve been taught to never say never. Even the lone writer, hidden away in a cabin has the benefit of teachers, family members, other authors, and more that make his work possible.

However, there are times when people feel alone in their passion or their position. This can manifest in two different mindsets: the “Go It Alone” and “I’m All Alone” attitudes. Regardless of whether you are blazing a trail of independence or throwing a party of the pity variety, the destructive aftermath looks the same.

Pride

No one likes an arrogant jerk, but those who keep the limelight to themselves are just that. You may have worked hard and sacrificed much to get where you are, but you didn’t do it alone. Your circle of influence will sense your martyr syndrome and be hurt by it. Take time to reflect on those that have poured into you and thank them for helping make your successes possible.

If you find yourself chewing on a helping of “woe is me,” the same advice applies. Have you been pushing people away with your attitude? Do you feel like God gave your calling to you and that makes you 100% responsible for seeing it through? Have you pushed aside offers of help because no one can do it like you can? Put down that whine, eat a bite of humble pie, and consider how you can invite others to your party.

Pressure to Perform

The weight of carrying a project, organization, or passion alone will crush you. It turns even the most joyful tasks into drudgery. The Old Testament prophet Elijah knew this feeling well. He started to believe that the whole of God’s plan for Israel rested solely on his shoulders. This belief crumpled him into a whiney, self-absorbed, whimpering mess. He couldn’t take the pressure. What he didn’t realize was that God never expected him to be a one-man revolution. There were 7,000 others.

It is true that loneliness is real and can be a difficult thing to bear. Thankfully, God has raised up ministries like Propel for women in leadership, Embracing Grace for pastors wives, and Infusion, for women of every life stage to find community, encouragement, and support in their journeys. God never meant for us to serve Him alone. That is why He gave Eve to Adam, Barnabas to Paul, and “the fiercest pirates in the Spanish Main” to Captain Jack Sparrow. It might take a little searching, but He will lead you to your community if you ask Him to guide you.

Isolation

Trying to do it all yourself or choosing to take all the credit for a job well done will eventually lead you to the same destination: isolation. Independence is an American virtue—but only to a point. Refusing to appreciate or include those around you will drive them away. If you don’t want your feelings to result in a self-fulfilling prophecy, then it’s time to make some changes. Write some thank you notes. Make a few apologies. Ask for advice. Encourage others in their strengths. Share your dream and invite people along for the journey.

Seth Godin is a business mastermind and author of several books. He writes,

A tribe is a group of people connected to one another, connected to a leader, and connected to an idea…A group needs only two things to be a tribe: a shared interest and a way to communicate.
— Seth Godin (Tribes: We Need You to Lead Us)

The idea is not original to Godin. There is an African proverb that states,

If you want to go fast, go alone. If you want to go far, go together.

Going together takes intentionality. Without purposeful, planned inclusion, isolation will be your future. Click To Tweet

If you want to be a leader marked by passion and influence, you must find and flourish within a tribe. Begin by looking for others to add to your credit roll.

“A man that hath friends must whew himself friendly: and there is a friend that sticketh closer than a brother.” – Proverbs 18:24 KJV


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